SABR;PATIENCE
Everyone might have different perspectives of sabr in their minds but to me it is the most painfully beautiful thing to ever exist; painful, when you don't find courage in you to pray cause you know you will not be able to stop the tears from flowing same as blood dripping from a freshly cut wound painful, when you don't want to be vulnerable but yet can't find enough strength to hold back your tears painful, when you lose control over your emotions painful, when all you want is to cry in front of Allah but still can't cause you do not want others to see your blood shot eyes later on painful, when you do not want to appear weak in front of others painful, when all you wish is to feel less but can't truly so, all you do is pretend pretend, to be okay pretend, to be emotionless pretend, to hide tears behind your smile all you learn is to pretend all you do is pretend but then a phase comes when your face starts reflecting your emotions and you no longer...